i guess you can consider
this my suicide letter,
nothings ever gonna
make this better

maybe i will meet someone
and actually stay together, forever,
its time for my lights to go
with a shot of glory

yeahh, this is my life story
i met this girl i was gonna marry
i know she was the one but now im
confused and stunned everyday

i feel more and more pain
within the blood in my veins
i cant tame it anymore i feel so ashamed
im gonna leave her cause she seems to be

happier this way
so im not gonna ****** stay
i dont know what to, yeahh i do
imma end my life because
shes never gonna be my wife

put a knife to my throat
a gun in my mouth
pull the trigger and watch
the lights go out

goodbye for ****** good
im finally leaving out the hood
maybe i will find someone in the afterlife
because this knife seems to be the only thing
that can stop this unbearable pain

im done, done crying,
im done, done hurting,
cause shes with him and it seems
like im never gonna win

i give my all and only get half back
always bein yelled at
for everything i do..
and you thinkin imma cheat on you

its time for my lights to go out
in glory, i got the gun in my mouth
and the ****** knife in my hand
can someone just knock me out
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