I despise the helplessness that overbore the irises swirling in my eyes How can I catch him before he's ****** back into the black hole? I've been there before and it's vacantly empty and emotionless where numbness imperializes the feeling in your finger tips to the feeling in your mind He's spiraling downward so fast I cannot let a thought slip my mind in the intervals My innate reaction is to hold him and never let go But the evils beset him, encumbered by the darkness whose omniscient nature never fails to displease I look into the eyes of my love and I break apart I cannot stand seeing pain evoked from the countenance of my love My love, I barter his smile for mine I count on his happiness for mine I am desperately seeking a shining light for him but I cannot find nor guarantee one Everything is swirling and I cannot find the irises that once sparkled with exuberance Why, I think the black hole had us both in his chokehold