each tear. falling slower than the last cutting deeper than any ever and suddenly im bound within the depths of the earth scratching my way through bones and dinosaur skin, knowing what its like to sink as the hypnosis begins, i forget everything.... you, the dream.. the smoke. a heart. a religion breathe in. breathe in. breath in. breathe in. turn table heads, blacking out again a colour and feeling im too too familiar with. drink. i am drunk with pain a shot. a gun. its all gone again.