In that retreat you doled out half your life, beyond the noise that engulfed the world, you cultivated silence wild as the nest of your hair. Edith, terminal daughter, reticent
as a bird, you perched in a chair that time we came to see you at the sanitarium, my Grandmother chirpy with reminiscence about the girl who kept her at home,
starting a line now come to rest in me. A biscuit-tin from our last visit keeps up-ending on the floor beside me, turning out a voice crying words that stung: "you must force the spoon or she'll swallow her tongue."
The sanitarium is St Luke's, a Psychiatric Intensive care unit in Co. Armagh, Northern Ireland. This poem is about my Grandmother's youngest sibling who was both epileptic and autistic.