I like to think of your soul as a square. With a dusty corner, due to sad memories that you haven't opened in a while. In the opposite corner, there's a vacant cobweb just lying there because you don't like spiders and you daren't clean it. In the middle, there's a bunch of live flowers. Filled with the brightness of your smile and the tears you cry at night. Slightly to the left, are the marks where you brushed a blade across your skin one night and tried to die. (I'm glad you didn't though). More to the right is a ring your mother used to wear around her neck before she died. And above, the flowers and the ring, is a letter I gave you on our year anniversary and despite being 5 years later. You still have it. With a reply from yourself, saying: *thank you for understanding the black parts of my soul. And the only reason the colour's showing through is because of you.