rain is a veil that shrouds me from the world. the world that hurts and scorns and says what you are but not what you wish. that you want to be a warm smile in the yellowed pages of a dusty book, or the streaks of sunlight that pierces through a room of gloom, painting stripes on the whitewashed walls. yet the rain cannot drown out the sounds echoing all around "outsider outsider" lonely and scabbed over