the night she crawled inside my mind
i was too scared and lost
to play too much
i couldn't understand the separate
worlds
you both left
and figured it out

but you came back
and i told you in a voice
so happy it seemed scary,
fake, and childish
that i've heard you use
so many times before
"i couldn't handle
being normal anymore"

i've finally gotten over
the fact that i'm insane