UP
I HAVE BEEN
something like a string on a shoe.
When I take life
of the innocent kind
I can always feel it rush back into me like UP
liquid in anti-gravity
And it makes me innocent, too
I have this fear of floating -
- I wear
heavy
shoes.
I HAVE BEEN
worried about going too-far-out.
Worried
about the color blue.
I HAVE HEI HAVE HEARI HAVI I HAVE HEARD
about being star- stuff I don't want
to be something th - at merely bumps against
you
What am I so worried for I UP
am tied for either no
reason or some reason Which both mean
some-thin g. Nod and say you know
what I mean
It's another form of
touch to me. UP
I NEED NOT
WORRY ABOU UP
worry about UP when
I am so stuck
here I cannot even do
something like imagine. Imagine it imagining.
I HAVE BEEN
I HAVE BEEN
I HAVE BEEN
in four different planes. Imagining
The one where you cannot tie
something around another thing .
DO I GRIEVE THIS?
The one where God is (I think.)
HOW CAN I KNOW IT?
The one where we are. What was the other
ONE I CA
n't remember. This was a story about my mother. The kinds of words I put on a page
walking circles around them in the first plane. Still only scraping against
the surface of something. It hurts
IT ITCHES.
and by the end I've told nothing.