You can tell if someone is rotting by looking in their eyes. I get the look of smoke on cotton, my mother's childhood house burning when the doors became more difficult to shut than my legs: her father died her mother drowned so she could pass the bottle to mine. The only ring I have been given are the purple bags and bruises and tapeworms everyone says were alright in childhood, the rings around my eyes tapering like the sound of morse code. Read me listen to me please because my body fluids are like ashes that will go up in flames again if ignored: I will burn you. Your black eyes will get blacker, darkness is the only thing that can commit to me.