The windows broken seals make whistling bottle top noises in the ruckus, the seagulls swarming like spiders in the back field, the fat geldings hide by the hedges searching for shelter. The fire roars and we sip hot whiskeys, boys stroke their whiskers searching for wisdom. Hum advertising jingles, hum in agreement, wolf whistle at the young girls in small skirts exploring something they call "fun". Wonder if you remember what is was like. The taste of brandy reminds me of something, of a few things. Once I took a bottle to the head of a boy that betrayed me, stinking of it, and once my friend spit up like a baby, milk of her alcoholic mother into my lap in the back of a car. We're all so much older and yet younger than we are.