and in the end i don't know why but all i feel like is crying
just enough to ***** open the length of my pelvis grip my fingers deep into the give of my blankets while i bury my head into my pillow as to not allow myself the temptation of screaming in attempt to remedy the situation before i shatter apart in the emptiness of tonight
i do not know what is wrong how to tell you this or even just to ask for you to hold me tightly on your arms until the confusion ends or i finally start crying whichever comes first