the thing about losing someone forever
is that you don't just lose them once -
but you find yourself losing them
over and over and over.
_time and time, again and again._
grief moves just like that.
some days you feel like you've got
the hang of it,
and then it hits you like a truck
on a random tuesday.
and you find yourself reliving
it all again - the pain, the weight of the news
on days like today,
it hurts like that and more,
just like it did the day we first lost you.