I know you been trippin
isolation got you paranoid
altering your vision
got you p!ssed and
now you're blind to joy
hurt led to you sippin
on the liquor
tryna fill the void
but didn't
when you listen
silence makes a noise
audible breath
I can't help but be annoyed
the reason you can't see the point
is due to lack of confidence
all taken by your inner voice
internal sound you can't avoid
convincing you your only choice
is talking 💩 to mirrors
untill loathing for yourself deploys
and any poise
you built through the years is gone
introducing clouds of doubt
at will till all your fears are strong
and escalate in magnitude
which makes more hateful attitude
missed connections leaving you
confused and if the truth alludes
blanks and unknown answers
tend to get filled in with biased views
messing up your mood
with perception askew
and you dont even have a clue
what really is
lost grip on reality
your teeth grit
and stressin
starts to become a formality
you start to forget
about how it grows very rapidly
weight increases
and it almost feels as if the gravity
just increased nearly ten fold
seems you got your zen stole
consumed by a black hole
forming in your lost soul
burning like some hot coal
jolting like a pothole
makes it tough to not go
a little bit crazy
can't give up I fought those
demons thought I got close
but it seems that shots dont
hit with vision hazy
but a shot in the dark
can still create a spark
for a moment which opens
glimpses of where to start
searching for your mark
you gotta stay sharp
like teeth of a shark
so it's a walk in the park
the journey is a part
of this life you must love
destination counts but the amount is not above
lovin how you get there
how you've grown and woven
until threadbare
sometimes it wont seem fair
but when the good's deemed rare
its held in higher standard
than if everything pandered
to every desire
and if nothing
was ever tampered
with
unless you've felt like 💩
you might not appreciate
the way happiness hits
unless you've truly felt
at some point overwhelmed
by the
cards you been dealt
prolly couldn't even tell
how special it is
when everything is goin well
don't let greed ****** you
and trap you under its spell
detatch from expectations
for less disappointment
widen your horizon of appreciation
and join them when
things go right
for others not just you
don't compete or start pickin fights
just simply go and do
whatever makes you happy
what truly makes you happy?
you should do that
that's nothing but facts
just smile give em that
and love where you are at
life f**ks us all
I've been taught though as well
it's still possible to unfuck yourself
it just takes time, patience,
and sometimes help
dont have to go through it all by yourself....
But I'm still all by myself
Oh well...
yeah yeah
Oh well...