As men, we respond. With sticks, in garments wet with black anthologies of life Which whistles out of us as thorns, and sticky eyes that point that way. Exact hours. Despite lust, from what has taken us before- to that androgynous triumph that brings Us tears as we undo our buttons. That rakes time over our backs with the needles of small Trumpets the teeth of ghosts, blood on the stems, awarded to brass ballerinas dancing on Wounds each quotient inside our breaths, terrified strips the branches from the everywhereness In front of what we can't see. Or open our eyes. Or follow our hands. The legs that we used to know. The pallid girl I called home, dusty eyelids with energies sharpened with the sweet water and gold Threads atop a haystack I burned in pyres of all the yesterdays.
Once I was human, but not for my breaths or my volume or my sullied attitudes. Not for the denature of My rotten mood, or the noxious smells from some evil words, or noisome meat, or grueling and expired Thoughts. Unrolled canvases cauterized with the silks shreds in a suitcase beyond. A caption unread Intwined at the bow of her hip, or the hems that dotted her skin. Black and blue staled songs a father Sung so long ago. The hill rolled on as our bodies clung to satchels we hid, each watery step we steeped In the mud, culms fell and I didn't think, I haven't thought; everything I forgot approaches the tines of my Nose once aching thews overcame the moors I'd undone, there acarpous hues were pried into me.
Everything I've seen, is a muse that disperses my lungs. Is the incantation of the thoughts I don't spake. Intwined in the fingers I shook, at the people that I Wanted to hate, I am steal the weight of their steps. This urgency, penury hides. The silt hasn't moved From the cenacle place. While cloffined the ashes stuck to my face. An eroteme I still uphold As if this rock inside of my chest, only wanes when I lay on her breast.