Lonely, fighting, Obsessing
Lost in the illusions of these lost memories
Loosing my dignity of being caught up this insanity
All that shines turns to rust
What was a ray of sunshine has faded into a dark fog
Looking for a way out
Being a shell of my former self
Losing the will to be
Fighting these demons within
Playing on the devil’s playground tempts me
What’s standing in time, slowly turns to dust
Just a memory, where the pain is all I know
I pretend this pain isn’t here
I’m lost in my own sanity