I watched myself die, a gunshot to the heart, as tears began to poor from the sky. Tears cut rivers into my stone cold face, as I drift backwards, I feel like a disgrace, for this is the moment when I feel like running away, but I have no where to go, so I want her to know, that I watched myself die. She puts up a smile and kisses her new love, as the rain pours from above, as all fades to black, she turns her back, and walks away. I heard her say, I love you to me, but as I drift, no love I can see. I can feel the pain from the lie, as I watch myself die. it will be just a faded memory, of what nots, and to be's. You'll find someone James, they will speak, but as I fall backwards, I feel cold, and weak, because I dont have the energy to seek, another in my life, for I dreamt of this girl of being my wife. No real gun or knife, used in this death in anyway. I watched my self die today. The shot still rings my ears, and awakens all those very real fears, because my guess was right, and now my day is a everlasting night. The heavens cried with rain as they witnessed the end of the play. I watched myself die today