Hope is a rollercoaster.
Sometimes there are times where hope is big, that I can believe that something is for me.
Sometimes hope is gone, that I do not know how to move forward.
There is nothing I can do right now.
There are some voices inside me who tells me to stay back and rest.
I should follow them, since there is nothing I can do anyway.
But I want to do something.
It’s a dilemma.