Must you be so cruel
To show me what
I cannot have
I will always be the fool
With a heart stitched
On my sleeve

I'm ready to congeal
The love I often feel
To harden like a stone
And accept I am alone

To walk my path with surety
And raise my head up high
Would **** all the best in me
And my truest self would die

I would give a thousand moments
Just to give myself some peace
Die a thousand awful deaths
Just for one single solitary
Moment
Where I don't have to feel