I've never felt the need to be better
For someone else
I've never felt the need to impress
Or to dress the part
Its terrifying
All I want is for you to notice me
I read you, anxiously

It gets too loud sometimes
I'm used to it just being me
But now I'm nauseous
And my heart rate is
One hundred forty

I take a step back
Trying to breath
From the voices
That are flooding me
I wish I could say
All that's unsaid
But I'm worried
It will leave one of us dead