I wonder if things would be different if you understood me better. If you knew all the things I think about and all the things I tell myself. How would you feel if I told you all that I've been through and what I've done to myself. I wonder what would happen if everyone knew all I've done. Where would I be in life if I gave up where would my family be? I wonder what life would be like if I didn't **** up so much, what would my life be like if I made better choices, or took a brighter path. I wonder what it would be like to be happy. Maybe one day ill feel that way.