my throat is raw
from screaming to a god
that doesn't exist.
begging them
to take me home.
this isnt my home.
this is my house.
this is where i got screamed at.
this is where i tried to die.
this is where i almost lost my only family.
this is where i bled.
this is where i fought.
this is where my sister got attacked by my dad.
this is where i'm not welcome.
my mom hates me
and my dad agrees.
i didnt want to be this way.
why did you ******* make me this way?
i shouldnt have been trans.
i shouldnt have been queer.
i shouldnt have been mentally ill.
i didnt ask for this
so i keep screaming
to the god that doesnt exist
begging them to take me away