The bright light fading into darkness The grass slowly dying Loading the revolver Playing russian roulette Guessing as to whom will die Or live For at this moment in time All shall perish And none shall live to tell Worrisome no more Love is meaningless Pain is all that matters From innocent things To trivial matters Nothingness Neglected Once loved, now no more Living in the shadows Eternally ****** to numbness In a dark place I roam Seeking nothing Only for a match to light my path