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Sep 24
I can't decide
What I should do with my life
Should I keep my head down
And never make a sound

But is it really worth it?
My friends accept me for who I am
But if I act like this
Others will make fun of me

But I don't want to do that
I will be weird
I'm still doing ok
As long as my friends don't go away

Oh but I can't decide
If I should even try
Everything feels stupid
So what's the point?

But at the same time
I know there can be worth in life
So I will push on
And try to succeed

Oh I can't decide
If I should be trusting
I don't think they would leave me
But then again

But I know they're different
They're similar to me
Give me hugs and wave to me
So I think they won't say goodbye

Oh I can't decide if I should be nice
Cause sometimes everyone's so mean
That I just wanna cry
But the thing is

I want to make people happy
So I'll be nice to those who are kind
But I know that even with those who are mean
I'll still feel empathy

I can't decide
If that's good or bad
It's good to be empathetic
But the thing is

I'd still sacrifice my life to them
But that's just how it is
I can't stop being like this
So you know what

The guilt of not would consume me
So I won't even try to fight it
What's the point
It's good to have empathy

I care about you
More than you could even know
I'll be happy to comfort you
And give you a hug

I can't decide
How to feel about
How I go so overboard
But I hope you know I care
Written by
MidnightTheBlackCat  Other/USA
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