Is there ever a weight so crushing as the watching relentless eye? I turned to find naughty but air chilled. I am the watcher over this place, under the light. And I see my reflection lost in those desire for nothingness. I see my song again on the fluttering. And I hear them also in those automobiles, though they say to still it. A flower now brought continuously down. Hitting the stone now. A steak of colors black, in a lingering procession. A wooden thing standing wrongly. A quick heartbeat of my own for theirs is gone. My thoughts do strangle themselves as I fly myself to the oak.