Somehow, I need to learn to strangle the insomniac, self-inflected, narcissistic monster. I feel you every ******* day in my fingers, in my bones, under my skin, thudding hard against my veins. You pour out so smooth in my words, and through any **** pen in my shaking hand.
Do you think there’s any hope left in me? Any innocence spared? I’d count for the first, but the second’s a toughie. I’m sick of seeing the same thing when I close my eyes, and craving the same thing between my sheets.
This train better stop soon, or if it’s crashed somewhere- somewhere deep, deep down in a place we’d both dare not visit again- do you wonder if the passengers survived, and who will appear when the smoke clears?