I feel guilty
I feel like I'm desperate
I cant help it

I am a lover girl
I cant change anything about it
but I can do something about it

I'm going to hide that part of me
and pretend it doesn't exist
and pretend to not feel

it's not something I want but I think it's the best
I feel like I'm desperate for love
every time someone shows me affection

That's why I'm going to stop feeling love or at least try
and hopefully I won't just fall for anyone
who gives me attention or affection