I just woke up from a nap and it felt like the nap i had back in December, when i felt like i didn't belong anywhere and sleep was my only friend.

Except it's not december.

It's september, it's too early for this, this was the time i genuinely suffered and went insane and just wanted a hug and yet...

And yet, no one noticed, they never do.

I think im gonna go back to sleep.