I try to explain to most people that I am not a monster.
My slang soft tone with a middle western slur is not what you want to get into it with.
I'm the good girl who turned bad with no questions asked just tell me where the money at.
I'm the good girl who turned bad and I'm never going back.
The good girl who turned bad still can't remember the last boy she didn't let kiss her but never forgot the first love who she discovered messaging that ***** with the apostrophe in her name.
What kind of ghetto **** is that?
Told her first love to tell that ***** "this is not what you want, ***** I am not the one. "
But I swear I am not a monster.
To all the boys I've been with and my first love I do not blame any of you for my low self respect because I used to know I was beautiful until I forgot that I never needed a boy to show me he loved me by wanting to **** me.
I AM NOT THE MONSTER I SWEAR.