my first session of therapy starts tomorrow
i am not thrilled
i don’t  know how far it’ll go
i am scared i will get attached
just for them to tell me they lack
“i am moving”
“someone that has more experience might help”
or my favorite they brutally ghost me
it’s inevitable
stigmas of bpd people refusing help
is not because we don’t want it
it’s because mental health facilities
labeled us as borderline
lost cause human beings
i have been pessimistic recently
i am tired of the same routine
“what brings you here”
“how long have you been feeling this way”
“medications can also help”
“take it day by day”
I JUST WANT TO BE ******* OKAY!