Dear ^^^^^
I don’t know if I ever loved you.
But I cannot deny how much you meant to me.
How you showed me that I am special,
How you saw me
When no one had ever cared to look before.
Unfortunately, our feelings didn’t collide at the right time,
While you were moving on I was just noticing how much you meant to me.
And I don’t know if I will ever move on from you.
But maybe, just maybe I’m not supposed to.
Maybe you will stay a part of me forever,
As I keep the love I just reserved for you in my heart.
It’s not the usual love.
It’s the way I loved our banter.
How I yearned to hear you laugh.
How I loved you as my friend.
And how I still wish you the best,
Even if we are not friends anymore.
You didn’t give me peace,
And yet I found it with you.
Now it’s time for me to make my peace without you.
To remember and to grow.
Because even though we don’t talk,
I know you would want me to.
And I don’t know if I ever loved you.
But one thing I know for sure.
That I will always remember you.
Because you were my very first someone.