This baby wants her mama and papa too!
But, I had to stand between you and the heartbreak of not being fully met by my first loves.
For your own good!

You deserve to be loved well.
Even if it takes you away from them.
Even if you grieve.
The illusion of love doesn't feed your soul.
You can't relate with pretend ghosts.

I see you lil one,
envying those who have what you didn't.
It won't make the pain any sweeter.

Look at what you've become in spite of the eerie.
This is the only proof you exist.

devotion,
presence,
faith,
trust and,
unconditional love.
All the hues that made you, you

We all have to start somewhere to reflect our stories in their brilliant colors.
Some paintings are joyful,
Some are sad.
Doesn't make either less true.

This baby wants to give you Mama and papa.
I give you what they couldn't.
The best of me I can be.

Please let me in.
I want to love me.