I’ve seen the smiles on people’s faces dim.
When they ask if I’m okay, And I turn,
Look at them and say
”Honestly nothing. Haha”
With a slight shrug and a head nod,
have you ever felt so out of place?
Like a bat not in a cave, frantic?
The truth is I’m still stuck in a zone of trying to let go
I see the faces of friends turned to foes
My love I had to let go I was getting too cold
Pain in my chest that I just want to rest
Knees buckle like a vest but I’m just doing my best
So that when they ask if I’m feeling okay I won’t say nothing because nothing is everything
I feel everything