I hate the way you see me
It's not the calmness I
embody
She's someone I like to deny
Someone who walks away
without saying bye
She's full of rage and silent cries
I hate it when you see me
Not when in laughter , joy and glee
But when Iam on the edge between
my want and need
All I need is my child and you to meet
All I want is to fade away in a blissful breeze
I hate it why you see me
the anger in my chest like a boiling bree
The desolation in my eyes and
my senses you read.
The nights I went to bed and didn't eat
All you see is an ugly truth
I agree
I often lie
No real reason but I am afraid to share my shine
You took it away before I knew what was wrong and right.
Beware not to put a label on a child.
When in madness I sound like a boiling water cooker.
Even if we tried to sit down with a cup of tea
You wouldn't add sugar, and our talks will taste bitter
I hate it that you see me
Not what your eyes capture but what your mind gathers
I can't complain to be seen better
If Iam not willing to climb that ladder
In full honesty,
your eyes don't matter