i did it alone
i sat in my room
contemplating whether i should stay
or just go
i hate that i know why or how my actions occur
i was doing so good
i was sober i had it all
i got stuck in 2020
the loss i experienced
it rewired my brain
all i felt since then is pain
tomorrow marks five years
i pushed it to the back
a memory of watching a love
get put six feet under
open casket it ****** me up
a 4 am call did it all