i’m scared and i hate
that i don’t know what comes next
all i ever wanted was to be seen
to be understood
i showed too much
i said too much
i feel like everyone knows me
am i that predictable
maybe the mask i wear
is becoming worn out
i can’t hide myself
i can’t hide the real feelings
the ones that have me scared
i can’t even say
a lie
you got what u wanted
this is to me