why can illusion not synthesize in the dreams my subconscious paints the way it constitutes my gullible awakened perception? sprinkle fragments of light from the moon and pinches of a powder made from the innocence of a child on top of your exuded love that I inhale into the deepest parts of my lungs Fearful that one day it might escape and the disillusioned state of my inner self will see nothing but the stars weeping as you walk away from me.