i hate
the gap between my teeth
almost as much
as the one between my legs
and i hate
the words i butcher when im around you
almost as much
as the ones i wish i had the courage to say
and i hate
getting out of your car
almost as much
as i hate spending the night alone

but you call my cynicism
endearing
and my jokes
funny
and my thoughts
beautiful

and that
       is
         enough