My breath rose above my head, the cold gushing into my lungs The wind rattled the barbwire fence as I waited there so quiet, so alone The warm cup of coffee rested in my hands, its aroma engulfing my station I looked out over the barren fields in which I was positioned to look over I could see the watch tower high, above the roofs and chimneys vast Snow began to fall, large flakes and eddying flurries Getting up from my seat I gazed out at winters first storm A ****** war it had been, so many soldiers lost, friends and families gone Wind seemed to pass through my jacket, it whipped my cheeks and brow I needed only to clear the trek of land between the wall and the brush, I ran Hoisting my gun upon my shoulder I walked out onto the ledge I spotted a shadow dancing through the light, I called out but it was no use "Stoppen!" I hear through the scream of the wind, I looked back for only a second The lone guard reaching his hand across the rail, begging me to halt Stop I say, as I grasp my cap, Please stop or I will shoot I lift my gun around my head and **** back the metal bolt Ground beneath me thumps against my boots And the guard's voice is no longer heard My hands do tremble in the cold, but also from the sorrow I aim down my sights and with a loud ring the rifle lets out a howl I tell myself I am finally free, from the jail which held me back I feel a sting in my shoulder and I fall to the powdered ground, myΒ Β scarf falls off of my neck The runaway then loses his footing and slumps to the ground without noise *I dip my head low and carry on with my duties, as the snow is painted scarlet red