Of Severe pain that feels like my organs are being ripped out, While being stabbed with a knife— right through my stomach.
—4 months—
Of being ignored saying “this pill should work” OR “this shot should do the trick”
—4 months—
OF bleeding COMPLETELY through the LARGEST ****** physically made in 10 MINUTES. (That includes bleeding through pants/shorts, pad, AND underwear)
—4 months—
Of heating packs that smell of wet paint and blood
—4 months— Of MIDOL that (at it’s highest dose— has failed)
—4 months— OF STRAIGHT HELL US WOMEN ARE TOLD WERE DRAMATIC I HIDE THIS ALL DAY—EVERY DAY ALL NIGHT-EVERY NIGHT IM TOLD TO THE **** IT UP AND BE A WOMEN
This has been my life for 4 STRAIGHT months This period is a NEW level of HELL I was told women-hood was “Hard” It was “a little painful” But they didn’t say it would be THIS.
WELCOME.. To my HELL counter.. I am counting on 4 straight months of a FULL period NEVER stopping under ALL meds and ways possible