I'm better now
My skin is healed
Only scars remaining

I'm better now
I take a few too many
Medications

I'm better now
It's... Easier to smile
My heart is more open to your love

I'm better now
I still think of suicide everyday
Consider who would miss me

I'm better now
When I drop the glass
I am suddenly worthless

I'm better now
Bees buzz in my ear
Tell me lies as they look in my eyes

I'm better now
I prepare for you to die
Because you never know...

I'm better now
Flashes of blood and gore
Will spot my vision

I'm not as bad now
I need to remember
How bad it was before
To remember how good I am now.