i used to wish upon everything for you
a shooting star
11:11
candles
a dandelion
a well

well, all for what
for you to leave me for her
like nothing we had was worth it
it wasn’t enough for you

everything you told me
“i’ll never leave you”
“forever?”
“i’m all in”

was it all a lie
was it just a joke to you
am i really that worthless
that you could just use me
until you got the girl you really wanted
was i nothing more than a silly little fling
something to pass by your time

but that’s weird
because you were
all i ever wanted

you were that sweet charming next door
neighbour who everyone loved

i loved you too
i gave you every piece of hope
like you were the only thing
worth wishing for
until i realized

i had wasted all my wishes on you.