Its not real right?
Everyone says its not
The thoughts
Its all normal right?
Normal teenage girls
Think that they are not pretty
Or that their stupid
But this
This is not normal
Normal people are not awake at 12:23
Thinking of the bridge down the street
And what it might feel like to jump.
Normal teenagers experiment
With drugs and ***
I experiment
With fire and knives
Normal people hear someone
Call their name but there is no one
I hear people
Tell me to ****
And that i'm not good enough
This is not normal
But you can call it normal if you want
But just remember that when
You find me dangling with a chair tipped over at my feet and blood dripping to the floor
Just remember that
It's only normal.