Rip off the mask
To see what’s underneath

Not a woman or a man
Who am I, if I am not me?

Floating abyss surrounding
Fleeting moments abounding
I’ll look into the mirror again
So long until my face changes shape

Here I wait
For my reflection to scream back my name
(but it never does)

Is my body just a shell for my brain?
Empty and hollow and vain?
Pin ****** Pain
Ugly
     Horrid
             fat and lame

No one shall see me
For I am no one also

And no one could be me
But I never thought so