I see myself in a subway window, Blurred by rain and blinking light. I mouth hello. No one replies. I look around; there's no oneβonly empty seats and an unchanging silence, But that face watching back, Blurred, yet all too familiar.
It smiles. It cries. It screams. I stand there, and see it wail, Knowing of the countless times it will fail.
I stand and watch. I don't feel it. I think and judgeβI am not that. I'm a bystander. A watcher. A reader. No more, no less.
But still, the glass holds the truth. The cracks on it belie my truth. Eventually, it will crack, And so together will I.