and she must enjoy it
why else would she carry on
living her life this way

it must make her happy
why else would she choose
death and decay

because who would choose
to do something they hate
every single day

unless she has no choice
she is forced into destruction
in every way

does she love it or is she
controlled by the voices
and they say

that she deserves it so
she keeps going pretending
to love the pain

*© Tara India.