I always felt jealous when it came to friends
But not to mine if it makes amends
No, the ones you see that have each other
While I for them am just “another”

I don’t feel like I’m deserving
Of no friends - just lostly swerving
Cause I am honest, smart and kind
Yet no true ones I ever seem to find

Or am I not honest, kind and smart
And they just told me for their own heart
Because I never thought that might be me
The one without friends - a different she

The one without friends - you call a loser
That weird freak - the lonely cruiser
Who has no one but herself
Looking at old memories on the shelf

Because it had not always been like this
Not always a lonely, dark abyss
There was a time where there was light
And always a friend that stayed in sight

But we slowly drift apart
The friendship dying like forgotten art
And no one wants to be - choose her
Because after all she was just a lonely, worthless loser