Given the chance to succeed, given the opportunity to learn who oneself truly is study philosophy, personal development, start a physical life journey and study your best talent sounds like the perfect opportunity so why am i so terrified to sign a piece of paper and take a chance to experience something new do i fear time, losing time do i fear growing up do i fear getting outside of my comfort zone do i fear success? am i so insecure that i won't let myself believe that i can accomplish something this big? or am i afraid of being socially disconnected i don't know what i'm afraid of anymore