The ambivalence follows me
As I vacillate between yes and no
You asked me a question
I just didn’t know
The answer evades me

Because the ambivalence follows me
As I vacillate between laughing and crying
I just don’t know what you meant
What the hell were you asking?
Understanding evades me

You see, the ambivalence follows me
As vacillate between living and dying
I just can’t decide
Is it you I would rather be hurting?
The point of fighting evades me…