I come in quiet, heavy and fast When the heat gets high, I try to make it last You’re burning wild, dancing in the dark But I’m the one who smothers every spark
I don’t mean to **** the flame But I can’t stand to lose the name So I cover you, like I always do Hold on tight, ‘til there’s nothing left of you
I’m a lid on a grease fire I hold on like I’m saving lives But the smoke clears, and you disappear No warmth, just empty skies I don’t mean to end it all I just hate to see you fall I hold you close with all my might But love burns out when I hold too tight
Every touch, a contradiction Every hug, a quiet eviction I don’t want to lose control But I end up swallowing you whole
And I tell myself it’s care But maybe there’s too little air You needed room, you needed space I gave you safety, not escape
I’m a lid on a grease fire I hold on like I’m saving lives But the smoke clears, and you disappear No warmth, just empty skies I don’t mean to end it all I just hate to see you fall I hold you close with all my might But love burns out when I hold too tight
If I let you burn a little longer Would we both have come out stronger? Was I saving you or saving me? From what I thought love shouldn’t be?
I’m a lid on a grease fire Trying to fix what I can’t fight And every time, I say goodbye To someone I held too tight I wanted love, I meant no harm But I forget that flames need arms I smother what I can’t survive And call it love when I keep it alive
I’m a lid on a grease fire Maybe I was never right But I loved you like I fight the flames… With everything. And all my might.