Sometimes
When I’m alone at dawn
Looking at the colours of the sky blending
Intertwining like the smiles we used to share
I would admit to missing you

When I hear the nickname you gave me
My heart grows heavy
And I tell not you I don’t like nicknames
Not forgetting that I never minded yours

You live on
In lingering touches, meeting gazes
Every time someone else makes me giggle
And I forget how you would have made me laugh

I don’t love you
And sometimes
I wish I could forget you